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Nicole Zdeb

Day of Diminishing Returns

Most pictures of today
have blue in them, a dusty blue
blue moss and winter ivy, blue fern,
blue branches and blue shadows,
crushed cans and Ramen cups and cheap
bubbly bottles caught in the blue arborvitae,
archaeological droppings from recent ruins,
and the ever blue homeless who push grocery carts
as dusk scatters blue light over their bodies.

Later, ambling home in the indigo night,
in a fine mist, giddy drunk
I lobbed a hello to a ragged woman
as, head-down, she clanked
her cart against the asphalt.
She broke into a radiant smile
swung her arm at the old devil moon.
Hello, she cawed I hope you have
a beautiful evening!
You too! I called back,
and because I could not think
of anything else to do,
I gave her two thumbs up
and wiggled them.
She raised her thumbs, too,
and we stood like that
four thumbs pointing to the moon
and stars and their ancient light.

Afterwards, I realized a radio
must nest in her cart, its wavering
crackling music
like a message from the past,
or the future,
or a galaxy yet unnamed.
After she rolled past,
a quietude blanketed me
and the diamonded street.
The mist had turned to rain,
and the rain was quiet rain.


Nicole Zdeb is a writer based in Portland, OR. She holds a MFA from Iowa Writers’ Workshop. Recently, she’s had work published by Driftwood Press and Hole in the Head Review.

Back Page with Claire Burbridge

The Quickening 42″ x 32″

Artist Statement:

In 2010, I went back to drawing after many years of sculptural inquiry. Drawing
was my primary medium in the Ruskin School of Fine Art and Drawing, Magdalen
College, Oxford University, in the U.K. Starting with observational sketches that
evolved into larger scale works, I select the natural world as my subject as I live
surrounded by nature in Southern Oregon. Observed at close range it contains
many strange, fascinating, and abstract forms.

My works aim to draw attention to the mysteries of the physical world. Wishing
to convey my understanding of the underlying balance and cycles of undisturbed
natural ecosystems, I have employed the pictorial device of interlocking circles
drawn beneath the forms. This conveys a sense of cohesion, and alludes to the
invisible intelligent matrix that enables the seeming chaos of nature to be held in
perfect balance; birth, death and rebirth all occurring at the same time. This also
imparts a formal quality to the drawings.

The marks are made up primarily of lines and pointillism; this seems fitting as our
physical world is made up of waves and particles, whether animate or inanimate.
Each drawing is a natural evolution from the last. I work for about a year, immersed
in a particular subject, watching it evolve through the seasons. Although I learn a lot
about the subjects of my drawings, the facts are not a dominant feature. These are
not strictly botanical illustrations. Through the handling and observing of the forms,
information reveals itself to me in wordless fashion.

My studio is now home to many dried fungi, lichens, dead insects, and bits of trees.
These all fascinate me as they continue to change through the process of decay. I am
particularly interested in small forms, like mushrooms, because they exemplify the
multiplicity and complexity of nature, hidden, as they are, beneath the earth for most
of the year. I strive to depict a vibrant universe, one that speaks of forms decaying,
from which new organisms emerge. See more at claireburbridgeart.com

Short Bio:

From Claire Burbridge‘s earliest memory, being anything other than an artist was never a consideration. One of twins born to seventies’ London—then raised between Scotland’s rugged west coast and the rolling hills of rural Somerset—Claire’s perspective, her flair, reflects her absorption and understanding of both the urban and the rustic environment.

Encounters with the wilderness—of vast open spaces—inspire Claire’s art. Norway, Oregon and Namibia in particular, where geographical grandeur vies with bold colors, has imprinted on the artist’s mind indelible memories; enthralling scenarios on which Claire has based much of her body of work.

About Poet Laureate Kim Stafford

Image may contain: 1 personKim Stafford was born and grew up in Oregon. He is the author of a dozen books of poetry and prose, and editor of half a dozen others. He holds a PhD in medieval literature from the University of Oregon. Stafford has received creative writing fellowships from the National Endowment for the Arts, a Governor’s Arts Award, and the Stewart Holbrook Award from Literary Arts for his contributions to Oregon’s literary culture. His work has been featured on NPR.

Stafford has worked as a printer, photographer, oral historian, editor and visiting writer at a host of colleges and schools, and has also offered writing workshops in Italy, Scotland and Bhutan. He lives in Portland, Oregon, with his wife and children.

Stafford’s most recent book, 100 Tricks Every Boy Can Do, is an account of his brother’s suicide, and the struggle of his family to live beyond. It is a book where “the story reaches back through the difficult end to grasp the beautiful beginning, like pulling a venomous serpent inside out.”

“Poetry is our native language,” says Stafford. “We begin with imaginative experiments as children, . . . lyric language can be a realm of discovery and delight throughout life. For adults and communities, poetry can help us be more open to new ideas, emotionally informed, and buoyant in responding to challenges. . . ”

This is an edited version of Kim Stafford’s biography from the Oregon Cultural Trust.

At Klamath Marsh–Kim Stafford

Say it: Klamath… Klamath Marsh.
Can you feel the ooze, the muddy ease,
the seep and soft welcome and antiquity
of water? Can you follow the canoe trail

through grasses that part along a seam
your prow divides? Can you feel the tingle
of a thousand geese lifting off, beating
their wind-drum staccato hum of yearning?

Can you see how the sun layers color
up from the ripple skin into strata of the sky?
Can you apprehend through time’s mist how
the people heaped wocus root, dyed yellow

baskets with seed, lined pits with tule
to store a season of ripe survival? Can
you still hear the smoky story of children
leaving their spirit voices but burrowing

down through the fire to get away? Can
you stand by the water with a friend,
who tells what the tribe was, and will be?
Can you name the wocus, the cuicui,

lamprey, dace, the snubnose chub,
willow, cattail, tule, beaked sedge, spikerush,
diatomaceous earth, hemic, sapric, limnic,
the algae, the eagle tree, pelicans skimming

flat reflections stern as glass? So say it,
Klamath… Klamath Marsh, and sag
into muck, loyal to old ways, deep beliefs,
sturdy honor in concentric ooze, each

thud of your steps on hollow ground
learning from the wocus root how
to be home here, how to be woven in,
to be rooted deep in sacred mud.

 

This poem was previously published in Terrain.org (March 2019) and was published in the author’s little book, Reunion of the Rare: Oregon Poems, by Kim Stafford (Little Infinities, 2018).

Little Geographies (two excerpts)–Rachel Barton

Kim Stafford’s poem sent me deep into the woods of my childhood from which I wrote a much longer piece, but I will share a couple of excerpts to give you the flavor:

Within the 25 wooded acres reserved for faculty housing and known as The Woods lay a handful of distinct regions which had nothing to do with property lines and everything to do with the daily explorations and imaginations of the hoard of children, seventeen of us by one count, who peopled the wild around us. Though we took our green canopy for granted, it was a singular exception to the endless fields of corn which leveled and laid open the landscape of Jasper County.

Our house was near the “little woods” with the ladder tree whose horizontal branches made it easy to hang by your knees and the swinging maple that would send you sailing when you climbed up high. Within this narrow band of undeveloped green space, we gnawed on green sticks of sassafras, the shaft lined with “Indian gum” which I never chewed, though I sucked on the smooth green skin, my tongue relishing the tang, the saplings’ three-fingered mitts greening the understory.

We called it the little woods because it was small and the littler ones were safe there; light broke through from the meadow and cemetery beyond. It marked the edge of our world, though forays into the cemetery, and later, to the sledding hill butting into the cemetery, would become commonplace. We just never went there alone. But into the little woods we freely roamed with or without companions.

***

The “big woods” required a mob of us, siblings and friends, as it was denser, darker, and deeper than the little woods which ran along the opposite side of our universe. The big woods had its regional identifications, too. There was “New Mexico” which had few to no trees and lush grasses which lay down in cushy hummocks at our feet. We named it in response to the relative excess of sun which set it apart. We didn’t linger there for long, except in morel season, as it bordered the road on two sides and exposed us to view.

Not far from the grasses was a wild orchard of crab apple trees with their gnarly limbs, and in spring the snow of cast-off petals. My older sisters tied Chinese wind chimes–the kind made of glass “slides” painted with little flowers or calligraphy and attached to the ascending rings of its armature with red thread—to the limbs of the trees so that a breeze sent up a thrilling tinkling of chime as if of fairies passing through.

When the boys were leading or we were feeling particularly courageous, we would go to Devils’ Den which was a large basin maybe eight or ten feet deep and 20-30 feet wide, possibly from some felled old growth giant. There was a felled tree in the basin with its roots standing tall and perpendicular to the ground. We scrambled over or under the trunk as the length of our legs would allow. We imagined pirates and outlaws in such a place as it was very dark and wild—to our young minds it felt dangerous. We did not go there often….

 

Lori Chortkoff Hops

The Bursting Bubble

–Thousand Oaks, (CA) Day of Suicide, Homicide, Wildfires

Borderline Bar and Grill:
stink of smoke and bleach
after the fire
after the shootings
a collection of flowers
and bears
pinwheels catching the light
sidewalk cluttered
with rows of toys and photos
where people smile and pose
under a canopy of blue and green pop-up tents.

But this is no ordinary street fair
12 wooden crosses
on guard over their charges–
Where is the 13th cross?
the one for the expert marksman-turned-shooter–

Silently watching
invisible
intertwined all at once
between the moments:
‌         before,
‌         during,
‌         and after
the splattering of souls.

How does his family mourn him?
In his exile
he’s heard and seen
as the frame is marked
with his choices–
Stay at home or go out?
Join the group?
Or pull the trigger?
His final words posted on social media
swan song to a life we cannot
understand.

No time passes
before the fires eat our lives
‌         charred canyons
‌         burning animals
‌         exploding homes

We are on the map
strung together with cities never mentioned in the same phrase
before now:
Parkland and Newton and
Thousand Oaks and Squirrel Hill and
Columbine and–
‌         and
‌         and
‌         and
rattled off like gunfire.

Tears soak the earth as the fires burn.
People choke in the dark daytime air, mourning twin tragedies,
cleaning their corner of chaos.

So much blood fills the bar
that days later
the sharp smell of bleach permeates
the insides of cars passing along the highway.

But there is not enough bleach
to blot out the stain of the 13 slain.

 

Lori Chortkoff Hops, Ph.D., DCEP is a licensed psychologist and Reiki Master living and working in the Conejo Valley, which includes Thousand Oaks, CA, where the Borderline Bar and Grill shootings took place in November of 2018. The next day, wildfires caused a mass evacuation of the area. You can find her writing published in Energy Magazine, by visiting her website.

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