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Sandra Alcosser

Sweat

Friday night I entered a dark corridor
rode to the upper floors with men who filled
the stainless elevator with their smell.

Did you ever make a crystal garden, pour salt
into water, keep pouring until nothing more dissolved?
A landscape will bloom in that saturation.

My daddy’s body shop floats to the surface
like a submarine. Men with nibblers and tin snips
buffing skins, sanding curves under clamp lights.

I grew up curled in the window of a 300 SL
Gullwing, while men glided on their backs
through oily rainbows below me.

They torqued lugnuts, flipped fag ends
into gravel. Our torch song
had one refrain–oh the pain of loving you.

Friday nights they’d line the shop sink, naked
to the waist, scour down with Ajax, spray water
across their necks and up into their armpits.

Babies have been conceived on sweat along–
the buttery scent of a woman’s breast,
the cumin of a man. From the briny odor

of black lunch boxes–cold cuts, pickles,
waxed paper–my girl flesh grows.
From the raunchy fume of strangers.

Credit: Sandra Alcosser,”Sweat” from Except By Nature. Copyright © 1998 by Sandra Alcosser. Reprinted with the permission of The Permissions Company, LLC on behalf of Graywolf Press, Minneapolis, Minnesota, www.graywolfpress.org.

Back Page with Jessica Billey

Bevan: Antler Family #413–oil on paper, mounted on wood 3.625 x 3.875″

Jessica Billey is an Oregon artist working primarily in woodcut printmaking and
drawing. Her print work features intricately carved closeups of flowers, bees, and
other natural elements affected by climate change. Her artwork is rooted in themes
of connection, place, and the identity of home and how these elements evolve and
interact through time. Her newest print work includes scenes that evoke natural
moments of magical realism and a graphic musical score that speaks to the effects
of fire on wild bee populations.

Jessica tends to work in long series, often dedicating years of exploration to a single
in-depth topic or playful subject. This penchant for working in series is also a natural
component of printmaking. A common element throughout much of her artwork
is the use of ancestral symbols from her Ukrainian heritage and long-distant Sami
roots.

These symbols are often present in the Antler Family, a playful series of small oil
painting portraits of antler-clad characters. This series began on a music tour bus in
2002, and made its debut at the Knitting Factory in Los Angeles. Currently this series
contains nearly 450 paintings on three different continents in over a dozen countries.
The Antler Family turns 20 in 2022, at which point Jessica plans to bring the count to
500 paintings and retire this series.

In recent years, Jessica has turned her long-series attention to a more substantial
portrait project about People Who Live Alone. Since 2017, she has been exploring
the unique experience of solo living through pencil drawn portraits and one-on-one
conversations. This ongoing project has ambitious interpersonal and humanitarian
goals and seeks to give people who live alone a creative opportunity to be seen and
heard.

Along with being a visual artist, Jessica is also a life-long musician with decades of
stage and studio experience. She has toured, recorded, and performed with numerous
groups both nationally and internationally. Her violin and musical career has included
classical music, western swing, bluegrass, folk, country, and rock, and currently
explores a particular interest in experimental music and improvisational soundscapes.

Jessica studied fine arts with an emphasis on painting and printmaking at the
University of Evansville and Purdue University. Previous exhibits have included
work and performances at IAIA Museum of Contemporary Native Arts (Santa Fe,
NM), SITE Santa Fe (NM), Brooklyn Fire Proof Gallery (NY), Corrine Woodman
Gallery (Corvallis, OR), and Postcommodity’s Spirit Abuse Gallery (Albuquerque,
NM). https://www.instagram.com/jessicabilley

Willawaw Journal Fall 2021

Prayer Flags in the Garden–watercolor 9×12

Notes from the Editor

Dear Readers,

Who knew that Tom Sexton’s “On the Death of Seamus Heaney” would elicit such an outpouring of homage and lament? And that this flood of longing and loss would resonate with the outer world so fully?

We have lived through a torturous 18+ months of pandemic and borne witness to the convolutions of America’s political and emotional psyches. Fear, Denial, Conspiracy, our new bedfellows, Science and Reason on the ropes. In spite of, or because of this chaos, a common thread of death and loss persists. Fortunately for us, the artist Babette Barton shares a bright light within these pages which gives us a little more room to breathe and to bear what is.

Alongside Heaney, you will find the resonance of others beloved:  Rilke and Dylan, Don James, Eva Dũrrenfeld, Susan Whearat, Alex Leavens, Wallace Stevens, Emily Dickinson, fathers (with special thanks to Jeff Burt), grandmothers (Karen Jones), sisters (Brigitte Goetze), and mothers (Ellen June Wright).

Also, places: Natalie Callum’s Wyoming where she understands “what it is to be close and far. . . In the distance dust rises like mist, like fog, like God.” Or back at “Ranch House Days” with Dale Cottingham because he’s “got to be on [his] own for once . . .  find [his] way to the creek where water held underground springs into light.” Callista Markotich takes us to the sea where we are the “honed beach-log smoothed by turmoil.”

The journey continues to the Luckiamute with Marc Janssen, the Salmon River with Ash Good, to Maine, to Dublin, to the Outer Hebrides—no lack of longing for peace and beauty. No lack of praise.

Cacophony of cicadas, Corvids bearing witness, Amelia Díaz Ettinger’s Grackles with their “loose colony of familiar ancestry,” dogs, and the feline Mr. Mo. This well-populated world is speaking to us through the pens of poets. Pull up a chair and take a listen.

As always, if you like what you read, please share! Meanwhile, the turn of seasons makes its dramatic shift in this Pacific Northwest, just as we round the corner to the equinox. Some rhythms remain intact. I take heart in that.

Yours in poetry,
Rachel Barton

Hugh Anderson

Companion Piece

1
We have met from time to time,
passing casually, he tipping his hat
and smiling enigmatically, I nodding,
casually acknowledging. We never speak;
such is not the familiarity we, nor I
at least, seek, would not be seemly.
He knows me, though, knows when
and where I go, how close our routes
will pass.
I passed a moment on a mountain’s edge
with him, ignored him while he waited
by my father’s bed.

2
Predictably, I drop by when the snow
piles on the driveway. I stand near enough
to listen to the cadence of his heart, the
blood-whisper through the valves. He knows
me well enough by now, a nodding acquaintance
once, the kind, you know, where I would wink
and smile at funerals, nudge him lightly
on the ice crust of a cliff’s edge. We are
bus-stop companions, those familiar faces, whose
presence, scarce acknowledged, would be missed.
Not a day goes by but our paths cross. I, on my
business, he looking away. Lately, though,
we are much closer; I wouldn’t go so far as
“friends”, but I follow him inside, sit near
and listen to his breathing, the way his pulse
jerks and sometimes dances off-rhythm. In
the systolic hiss, I murmur his father’s name.

Hugh Anderson lives on Vancouver Island which seems a pretty solid place in a world no longer certain of reality. Recent publications include Vallum, Cold Mountain Review, Sin Fronteras, The Poems in your Pocket collection, and Sea and Cedar. He has been nominated twice for the Pushcart Prize.

Frank Babcock

Give and Take

Fishing spins a mystery under glass
where lips approach a rising lure. A flash
and tug then things go still…and wait,
a chance it might return again.
Hooks and barbs all dressed with plumes
and bait can wait all day. The water sleeps
and then explodes with awesome force.
The same with love, its ebb and flow –
the casting out and reeling in,
reflections hint upon the shine,
the waiting on the rocks for lips
to strike like drops of opportunity,
that moment of uncertainty
until the splash of energy.
Two hearts beat fast, the angle set.
The caudal dance of give and take begins.

 

Twist and Kiss

Picking an apple when ripe
is like a kiss. A little twist and it lets go,
I hear the whisper in my ear, so sweet,
detect a drop of moisture on the skin
and feel the dusty coat of wax about to shine.
I rub it on my sweater. It was time.
Some apples hang there nice and straight,
and others sit in tangled bunches.
Some fill out evenly as a globe,
others puff their chests like toads,
making wonderful earwig homes.
When I climb the ladder to pick my pomes
I reach the sky and touch the stars.
The branches crowd the higher I go
‘til I think they might just push me off my perch.
It’s twist and kiss and let them roll
so slowly off my fingers
into the canvas bag that rides my hip.
A rogue apple freed begins an avalanche
and fruit and leaves come tumbling down.
The apple glitter sneaks inside my shirt
and starts me itching, scratching there.
The thuds make bruises and cuts, enough
I must decide to keep or let them rot.
When resting in their wooden crates
I hear them kiss or do they twist?
A lovely sound, so full of promise,
these apples that I picked.
From tree to table, sauce or pie –
the kiss returns a million times.

Frank Babcock lives in Corvallis, Oregon and is a retired Albany middle school teacher and owner of a bamboo nursery. He writes poetry to share the strange thoughts that rattle around in his head and to get them off his mind. He started with an interest in the beatnik poets, Ferlinghetti and Ginsberg. He has a long way to go and much to write before he sleeps. Poems published in the local Advocate, Willawaw Journal, and Panoplyzine.

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