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Betty Turbo

“Overgrown”–9″ X 12″ acrylic painting on wood

Betty Turbo‘s Green Series, of which “Overgrown” is one example, is back home in her studio after a stint at Monster Art in Seattle. This particular piece now resides 99 miles north of Anchorage in a cabin overlooking a glacier. She gets around, Miss Turbo, and if you want to see more of her fine art paintings, cards, posters, pins, and other paraphernalia, go to Betty Turbo on Etsy or Betty Turbo.com. 

Merridawn Duckler

Cold Mountain to Red Pines

 –-in memoriam, Mike McCarthy

Red was your omnipresent scotch,
your ruddy face of broken blood vessels
the bluffs of California,
where you were born.
Even your claim
that you were related to Joe McCarthy
(you’ll need redder bait than that, old man)
was Red-centric.
One night when we got so drunk
at that horrible family reunion
we witnessed something or someone
descend the roseate clouds
carrying a walking stick,
his embarrassing junk wrapped in a torn cloth.
Who is it, he thundered, who doesn’t know a wasp’s waist from a crane’s knee!
Us, we laughed and threw our empties at him,
two fools, bowled over by the bigger fool.
Now, only I am left to remember that,
my head on a grey rock;
beside tangled brush, a branch sways
after the cardinal has flown.

 

Slab Creek

Where birch reach the road,
ghosts of the last snow,
while tourist’s clear cut to icon beach,
I’ll take you to my true state,
diesel and superlatives
the way moss silvers, how the woods
are darker than our memory of the woods.
A shocking innovation when we reach the ocean:
the waves are colored robin’s egg blue!
but still unhindered space
between where light falls
and light reflects. Turn here, turn here, I say
like I built this place;
my own fine, salt-soaked houses
along the beach where fires roar into sumac.
I want to roll down the frosted glass at the mother who smiles
as we pass, her beautiful daughter in citrus across the road
shout: my state, my state, my estate
say: no words, no words, but find them anyway.

 

Merridawn Duckler, a poet and playwright from Portland, Oregon, is the author of INTERSTATE from Dancing Girl Press. She’s an editor at Narrative Magazine and at the philosophy journal, Evental Aesthetics. Hear her read “The Spectrum” at Cleaver Magazine.

Judith Edelstein

Domestic Moment, as Homeric Simile

Forgotten, the philodendron fades
like a girl left too long to wait
for the one who ought to love her.
Slumped in a cafe corner booth
she does see him step anxiously
past servers lined up like portico pillars
as he makes his way among the waitresses
with their hoisted trays of soup and salad.
In much the same way,
our philodendron is drooping
on the dining room table unaware
that you, her faithful caregiver,
have come at last with a full
plastic pitcher, pushing past me,
who should have been attending
to houseplants in your absence.

 

Judith Edelstein is a retired teacher and librarian living in Corvallis with her partner of 40 years.

Alexis Rhone Fancher

After The Restraining Order Expires,
M. Begs Me To Meet Him For Lunch

Says he ‘killed it’ in anger management class,
that everything’s under control. Bygones.
I drink my unrequited malice.
Wonder how soon he’ll turn deadly.
You’re a sip, he says, barely a swallow.
He laps up my resistance,
leans over, nuzzles my neck,
wraps his arm around my indecision.
Remind me again why we broke up?
He was always a fine interrogator.
I watch his shirt ride up above his belly,
where I’d lay my head to suck him off.
The desperation of his stark, white skin,
the crude exposure.
I’d pull his shirt back down,
but it would be too much like tenderness.

 

Tlaltecutli By Starlight in Puerto Escondido

I buy her tequila shooters at the Cafe del Mar. She is exquisite, this woman, named for the Mexican goddess of the earth, her eyes the infinity of a moonless night. We’re alone at the bar. I am the unwilling sacrifice, she cautions. I watch as she swallows the sun. I should heed her warning. Instead, I follow her under the pier, where the wind moans exactly like Tlaltecutli, my lips at her throat, as I tongue my way down her small, brown reticence. Te quiero, she sighs, breath the clove of her cigarettes. That night, under the pier, my hunger fueled by tequila and the musk of her hair, I finger her inside her cut-off jeans, embroidered with crossed bones and skulls, while she clings to me, eyes shut, and we sway to the narco-corrido music blasting from some homeboy’s boombox, carried on the breeze. It is a steamy September night, the sand still warm from the hot sun’s kiss, the beach deserted. Tlaltecutli opens her eyes, two blue-black, smoldering coals. I am the great Tlaltecutli! Her deep-throated wail. Ravish me, plunder me! Tear me apart! She’s crazy drunk, wanton. A vortex, she sucks me in. My mouth finds hers while my fingers bore their way inside her. And when her legs buckle, and her eyes glaze over, I hold her; my fingers impale her until she erupts. Horrified, I watch her body cleave in two. Her arms wrench apart; her agonizing screams pierce the night. I should run, leave her there. But I can’t. My legs are sinking in the sand. Tlaltecutli speaks to me with murder in her mouth. They say nothing will grow until I am moistened with the blood of sacrifice. 
She pulls me down, into her madness. It’s where I want to go.

 

Los Angeles poet, Alexis Rhone Fancher, is published in Best American Poetry 2016, Verse Daily, Plume, Rattle, Nashville Review, Glass, Tinderbox, and elsewhere. She’s the author of four books of poetry. A multiple Pushcart and Best of the Net nominee, Fancher is also poetry editor of Cultural Weekly. Her latest book is Enter Here.

Brady Chambers

“Spire”–26″ X 40″ handprinted screen print in edition of 8

Brady Chambers is a printmaker and artist from the Willamette Valley. Chambers grew up in the skate and punk culture and in his early teens was introduced to the medium of screen printing. After a 25 year career in commercial and industrial screen printing, he now owns his own studio, Independent Print Works, where he produces high quality, short-run, paper and textile images. He teaches screen printing at OSU in the evenings. Or he may be behind the bar at the neighborhood pub. You can also find him on Instagram at Mixed Species or at Mixed Species.com

Brigitte Goetze

James, I Tried Your Arms, But…

… the only arms I allow myself to use—silence, exile, and cunning.
James Joyce: A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man

 

When each “What for?” limped my tongue with its frost,
just a few buds, hidden below hard leaves, could
bloom and, visited by a rare bee, ripen into seed.

 

It took time to see how
discipleship had shackled my soul.

But my mind, fertile, flexible, firmly rooted,
vast as a marsh of bulrushes
and my heart, that wild azalea, splayed open,
pulsing its spicy-tart scent into the breeze,

conversed, considered, resolved to turn
this self-made exile into an immigrant.

My choice: living arms
of bone and flesh. Akido-taught,
I aim to keep my three-point stance:

accepting challenges, I engage
to redirect what was received.

Brigitte Goetze lives in Western Oregon. A retired biologist and angora goat farmer, she now divides her time between writing and fiber work; in either case she spins her own yarns. Her work has been published in print and on the web. Links to recent publications can be found at: brigittegoetzewriter.com.

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