Journal

June in the Garden

The bamboo shoots are tossing their slim stalks
higher than the neighbor’s rented roof.
I don’t know the names of the birds that are singing,
but I know the hummingbird at the nectar flute,
sipping crystal with her snake’s tongue. Her wings
spin a tilde between frazzled sentences of Spanish moss.
Grape vines poke fingers over a fence sand-washed
with sunshine. Now the trees begin their breath-work.
In the frog-pond, lily pads hob-knob with chuckling water
while nearby a honeybee mumbles to itself,
stinger-deep in a Rose of Sharon. The gate is swung wide,
settled in dirt. Cicadas are singing sex tunes.
I can feel the garden’s heartbeat against my skin,
its pulse in the faded curtains on the porch,
its kiss on the dimple in Taylor’s cheek. The cat’s tail
twitches as he watches through the screen
the hanging basket by the porch umbrella. Ian says
only a wren would nest in such a silly place, but I know better.
The wren and I, we build our nests where we are loved.

Unburial

My mother had warned us away
from the dump behind the barn,
but in November she put on Daddy’s jean jacket,
rubber boots,
gardening gloves.
My mother said, “Watch for snakes and
broken glass.”
We dragged mildewed carpets from beneath
damp forest loam, uncovering
the rotted corpses of dish mops,
bathmats, sponges, crockery,
a decrepit Hoover,
a TV with rabbit ears.
Because I begged her, my mother said
I could keep the salad plate.
I scrubbed it at the pump until it shone:
red and green chickens
in a field of wheat.
The salad plate held pride of place in the treehouse
where I served plastic food,
orphaned and resourceful
in battered, fuchsia-colored Crocs.
Other girls dressed their Barbies,
watched Wizards of Waverly Place,
played soccer and learned ballet.
By the hour I considered the salad plate,
dreaming parentless dreams.

Years later, on a miserable family trip,
I locked eyes with the salad plate
in an antique shop
in Boone. I had started grad school.
I had lost a lot of weight.
I was trying to say I was gay, but
my mother did not want to hear that.
I was trying to say, I’m afraid of you,
but she did not want to hear that either.
I locked eyes
with the salad plate.
We recognized each other.
We didn’t speak.
The salad plate wore the same green polka dots,
the scarlet rooster’s feathers,
the sheaf of grain. It sported a price tag
for $3.99 inked in ball-point pen.
I wore the same frightened face
behind my smile.
I felt like I was going to cry,
but I swallowed it down.
For a long moment,
we held each other’s gaze.
Then my mother called me.
I walked away.

Sophie Farthing (she/her) is a queer poet and artist living in South Carolina in the USA. Her work has appeared in outlets including Right Hand Pointing, Beyond Queer Words, Impossible Archetype, and Anti-Heroin Chic. Her poetry is also featured in the horror anthology it always finds me from Querencia Press. She is the 2024 recipient of the Elizabeth Boatwright Coker Fellowship in Poetry from the South Carolina Academy of Authors.

Feeding My Wanting

I’m hoping for healing, for the sun to slice its light
on the overcast world, I’m hoping this wind,
fierce enough to knock down a body,
can tornado the voice lying cold in the lungs.
I’m hoping the baby, looking in the mirror,
will smile at himself again, that his angry skin
might cool like a river, once we find the right salve.
I’m hoping for salves and salvation
and vacation and a murmuration
of starlings to remind me: yes, I have come home
to roost. I’m hoping for roosters crowing
like they once crowed that long-ago morning,
waking me from my roof in a ghetto in Mexico.
I’m hoping all the world’s rooftops can be safe
from snipers, vipers; I’m hoping for drumming.
Thrumming. Humming, for all these hem
and haw times to morph into shiny threads,
a needlepoint tapestry of calm. A psalm.

D. Dina Friedman has published in over a hundred literary journals and anthologies (including Rattle, Salamander, The Sun, The Ekphrastic Review, and Rhino) and received four Pushcart Prize nominations. She is the author of two young adult novels: Escaping Into the Night (Simon and Schuster) and Playing Dad’s Song (Farrar, Straus, Giroux), a short-story collection: Immigrants (Creators Press), and two chapbooks: Wolf in the Suitcase (Finishing Line Press) and Here in Sanctuary—Whirling (Querencia Press). Visit her website www.ddinafriedman.com or her blog on living creatively in a creatively challenged universe at https://ddinafriedman.substack.com.

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Domestic Opera

Through the glass pane I catch bird song
while longing to receive your call.

The exertions of joggers passing by
exhaust me as I note their strain.

For a moment I block out all noise and focus
on enchanted memories of your solo voice.

Gas-powered blowers interrupt my train of thought
and foul the transparent air.

Nearby workmen whistle as blades and leaves
lumber across the lawn. Their melody now an earworm…

Boring through my brain, an overwrought
glum “Everybody Hurts” Top 40 tune.

In dismissal my new-found love ghosts me
not even feigning to recall my number.

Worry, mounting panic usurp all other distractions.
Other than drinking and weeping, I refrain.

I still can’t move far from my phone’s doubtful chirp
while my wristwatch hand sweeps time away.

David A. Goodrum is the author of the collection Vitals and Other Signs of Life (The Poetry Box) and the chapbook Sparse Poetica (Audience Askew). Recent and upcoming publications include Tar River Poetry, San Antonio Review, Triggerfish Critical Review, among others. Born and educated in Indiana, David now lives in Corvallis, Oregon. Find out more about this poet/photographer at www.davidgoodrum.com.

Princess of Pain

~for Jahan Malek Khatun (1324-1393)

A Persian princess’s family, murdered, brought the pain
and she continued writing through her grief and pain.

She longed for her creativity to help her blossom
into another version of herself, one without so much pain.

Her verse transported her feelings, showed her crystals
pregnant with meaning and energy, relief from pain.

The abyss was familiar to her, waiting on the other side of her door
promising a nothingness but no end to unendurable pain.

In fact, the emptiness promised more of the same
and never pretended to be anything but her recognizable pain.

She removed spoons from a drawer one by one
replacing them with Grace and teardrops shed in pain.

I Got You Babe

I wore out one of the first Sonny & Cher albums, Babe,
with deep needle grooves in I Got You Babe.

At the end of every show, holding their son Chaz,
they sang as if they were there alone, telling him, we’re here Babe.

I soon tired of the song, listening to the skips that pointed
to my adolescent pining, my obsession with I Got You Babe.

My sisters mocked my fanatic fandom, my scrapbook of photos,
articles, and lyrics saved long after they recorded, I Got You Babe.

Part of the culture, it showed up long after Sonny’s death, and after
Gregg Allman’s, who sang on their show a song much raunchier than I Got You Babe.

Years after their split, their careers and love lives splayed open,
late night Letterman made Sonny & Cher sing I Got You Babe.

Iconic as the couple, it shows up at regular intervals, and inevitably
every morning the clock radio in Groundhog Day plays I Got You Babe.

I wonder if Cher finds herself humming it absentmindedly as she goes
through her days. Who’s to know? Save her and those she’s called Babe.

Anne Graue (she/her) is the author of Full and Plum-Colored Velvet, (Woodley Press) and Fig Tree in Winter (Dancing Girl Press). Her work has appeared in Gargoyle, Verse Daily, Poet Lore, Kenyon Review, and Glass Poetry Journal. She is a poetry editor for The Westchester Review and lives in Mahopac, New York.

What’s Wrong With Me

Is what’s wrong with a hummingbird caught in the open,
‌            beaten to the ground
by March hail-storming the coast,

‌            amphetamine heart arrested in the sand.
She buries it, drawing a circle lined
‌            with gull feathers, kelp, pebbles, shells.

I say a few words stupidly
‌            asking which species–Anna’s or Rufus?—
before we return to the potpourri-mildew

‌            nuanced room, and queen bed
with its gaudy autumnal duvet,
‌            plus balcony and ocean view.

Afterwards, when I say I don’t see you
‌            as the earth goddess type,
she shoots me

‌            a look, tosses off the sheets,
‌slides into her jeans, “haven’t you ever wept
‌            for a pet you had to put down,

‌or a thrush who crashes the window,
‌            beak crushed, lying on the ground
‌crying out—more likely, simply crying—

‌            while the ginger tomcat slinks
‌through the wood-sorrel?”
‌            Two seal cows sleeping

on rocks at low tide, look up from their nap,
‌            care nothing for my answer,
nor feel the need to clap.

When You Meet Your Maker, Try Writing a Sonnet

The ambulance siren dopplers its way
out of darkness into lyric. Flurries drift
under a streetlight dome. I’m splayed
on a gurney, pain-level 8, not getting the gist
of night geese calling above. I used to mock

the hackneyed seasonal clichés, the L.L. Bean
catalog plaids, the wooden decoys on the mantle,
and yet I’ve always looked for meaning
in the sound of his whittling blade, in the smell
of sugar pine shavings, a freshly carved neck.

Alas, he’s a jealous, angry, whirlwind of old man stench,
with a drinker’s nose and shredded-wheat beard
sheathing a whetted tongue—and just as I feared:
sculpting knives and a jar of glass eyes on his workbench.

Born in Detroit, by now a long-time Oregon resident, David Hargreaves is a poet, translator and linguist. Most recently, his translation of Chittadhar Hrḍaya’s River, from Nepal Bhasa, the endangered, ancestral language of the Kathmandu Valley, appeared in the anthology River Poems (Everyman’s Library Pocket Poet Series, 2022). His own work, Running Out of Words for Afterwards, (Broadstone Books) earned a starred review from Kirkus Review, appearing in its top 100 indie press books of 2022. Other poems appear in a wide variety of journals, including American Journal of Poetry, Passages North, and Catamaran. For more info go to his website here.